Music will definitely float my boat! :)

      When i heard this song for the first time today, it really changed my Life. I think for me right now living life is a true blessing but, sometimes i just want to die in a hole. I feel as if everything is all my fault & i can't change anything anymore. Whatever i do or wherever i go, matters gets worse for me. i can't seem to catch my closest friends attention to even go up to them and talk. it's sho devastating to realize how much mistakes i have taken. But, this song randomly cheered me on because in Dream High Season 2, most cutestestest hottest boy in the world sang it to Hye-Sung & his name was JB!<3333 he sang this song to her after confessing that he likes her. In the drama, she couldn't sing her hearts out but, in the previous 6th episode of Dream High 2 he fell in love with her song. But, along the way this song that he sang for her was super duper cute! its called, " When i can't sing " By a Korean boy group called, SEVEN. JB felt really really touched with her singing & her father once said that if a single person touches her singing then, he'll let her continue her music. Dream High 2... right now is the most favorite KOREAN DRAMA 2012 that i really really lave not cause of the cast but, the true meaning story behind it but, listen carefully and closely. But, alot of other people say that this drama really sucks but, thats how other people think not what i think for myself. But, after watching 2 episodes of this drama per week it is getting BETTER & BETTER yee! Anyways, you'll find out how my heart is aching right now.. ENJOY! :)

i liked you once but, its time for me to move on.

  

        I liked you once but, its time for me to move on. The moment when i saw you, i always seemed to be shy. I know i met you for the first time... it seems like i met you somewhere close. The moment when our eyes met, it really was the BEST moment of my life. i've known you since 8th grade and thought you were the right guy for me. I guess when i found out that there's guys who treat girls like shit.. was obviously you. You seem you're the right guy for every girl in the world but, you realize how much a jerk you're. I thought you had the perfect personality, the eyes, the style, and the talented music that you laved to play it really brought me joy. But, realizing how you play with girls and their hearts burdened me. i know you thought i was annoying for treating you like shit but, i didn't mean to hurt you that way. i always felt guilt and regret seeing you pass by everywhere i go. i want to become really good friends again but, i think the time for us is to say goodbye. i really want everything for the BEST of us & never to have a grudge on each others. Seeing you around church, i really want to say hi to you but, i don't have enough courage to say it cause I'm TOO scared of you. I really really liked you as a friend and moved on to liking you but, i guess that it went overboard. i want to confess and say sorry for everything what happened in the past and want to let you go. its really hard for me letting you go but, whatever girl you end up with needs to know how much a jerk you might be. Its time for me to move on to liking another guy because of you. Back in 8th grade, when we had those chats and the silly texts that we did changed my life. I wanted to say I'm really sorry that even though you told me to not like you, i still did. i know you blocked me on Facebook and everything but, i wanted to say that even though you did that.. it was for the best. i don't want to pretend to not know you and to move on in life. Everyone acts stupid at some point but, it literally has been what, 3 years already and looking back was too stupid. The passed Winter Retreat 2011, i wrote you a letter for a reason on how much i want things the way it was before. i never received any texts from you or anything else. i guess watching over you in my mind, was a total waste. Anyways, we can't spell love but we only get to feel it in our hearts. i think you had like 2-3 girlfriends but, it doesn't really matter on how much i concerned that because they admire you for your music on how popular you're. DONT GET TOO COCKY.. and be selfish and shit. You might not know that you hurted me and hating me of liking you but, you can't just keep on being a kid like this. You need to wake up and know to be back on your feet and wear your own shoes. Play by the rules and you'll end up happy. Moving left to right is by getting close to God. God knew on how much worry and anxiety towards me. God counts on the girls that cries and the girls that God loves. He loves everyone equally and if you keep treating me this way, you'll end up getting hurt. So, if i see you again around i won't be able to say hi or do anything but, in my mind i know that you have a kind-heart and to humble yourself. i'll be watching over you and praying for you to let things go and to be mature. 

Valley Christian High School - REAL OFFICIAL SAT TEST 2012 TODAY.

      Today was just a normal day. It was my real first time taking the SAT TEST for College :) I wasn't quite prepared for taking this test but, i was shure enough that i still had the confidence to approach it. My twin seestar robin and I took the SAT TEST at Valley Christian High School in Cerritos, California. The whole test was super duper long because it took us literally 4 in a half hours to finish it. It was craycray O: After we finished our test, we went out to eat lunch wiff my madre, wittle brother, me, robin, and my older cousin who is 18 years old named Alex Kim for his super late 2 weeks Birthday date at WoodRanch Grill in Cerritos Towne Center! I was really dang full from the food but, i still got my STARBUCK'S COFFEE and my cake pops & it was really really yummy! When I got home, I went on the computer and did my daily routine - listening to music & going on Facebook of course. But, it all changed when my baby cousins came over to eat dinner & hanged out wiff us :D but, out of the blue my sweetestest youngest auntie wanted me to paint her nails<3 i paint nails really really gooood. Anyways, in my mind I knew for the fact that she would ask me about my life right? She asked me how's school going for me and what's up for me and everything. So, then i told her about school and how my grades were raising up! We talked about sho many things and i couldn't express my words really well. I told her that i wasn't quite shure of doing what i want to do after high school. It was really good venting with her because the things that she went through when she was my age, i had the opportunity to listen to her experience. I really laved the way that she told me to think upon what i want to do in the future and to think outside the box and to have a unique picture for my career... but, although we had a really nice talk thinking about what she told me changed my life. Everyday going to school, wasn't a big deal but i hated the fact that we need to wake up and to be open-minded for our classes. Education is really important in our life and as we get older, things will change and the people around us will change, too. I know in my mind that after high school is COLLEGE and realizing how important College will be for me, I'm really really scared for what's going to come in my mind. i think when I'm a freshman in College, i will be myself and to depend on myself and not to anybody else. I say to myself that i'll do it but, later i don't. I think that i need to make shure of myself and the things that i do as a young adult. But, no matter how much life gets, there's almost a limit to everything and that limit can depend on your game. For example, Baseball can mean everything to a baseball player but, as soon as you make the HOMERUN there's a thing that always hit them. It's the moment when the ball flies up and comes back down. Every time it flies, it will feel regretful and when it comes back down, it will know that there's still hope for everything that counts. No matter how much it counts, it will happen for a cherished moment. The moment that we have a big picture in can run really smoothly. 2012... will be a BIG YEAR of my Life and i hope that my year will be really well spent.  

Chipotle is my one and only foood in the world to me everryday.

Everrrrryday OBSESSION.

Celebrating Yogurtland before Halloween Day Eve (:

CN Blue - My Korean Pop Group Obsession.

Life had to go this far from the start.

My mind is limited to this earth beyond.